Then wait downstairs if you want to speak with Lauren.”

She nodded and walked away.

Only then did I discover my hands were shaking so badly that I couldn’t fasten Willa’s blanket.

I sat very still until the trembling eased.

From downstairs, Gavin called my name as though nothing essential had changed.

I did not answer.

I had finally stopped confusing his need to speak with my obligation to listen.

PART 3