PART 20

Gavin began keeping his scheduled visits regularly.

At first he arrived with gifts that were too expensive and almost entirely useless: a silk dress for a newborn, a silver rattle, a stuffed giraffe taller than Willa’s bassinet.

Eventually he learned to bring diapers, wipes, and a clean change of clothes.

The first time Willa spat up on his shirt, he stared at the stain in astonishment.

Then he laughed, a small tired laugh that reminded me of better days.