I thought about the zoo, the breakfasts, the shelves, the evenings he held my hand and said I deserved to feel safe.

I had wanted to put those memories somewhere untouched by the paperwork.

Now I did not know where such a place could be.

PART 4 — The Note at School

The call from Lily’s elementary school came while I was at work.

“Ms. Parker?”

The principal’s voice was controlled, but she asked whether I was somewhere I could speak privately.

I stood up.