What counts after that is whether the behavior actually changes.”

She slid her thumbnail along the edge of the page.

“He said he didn’t want me to feel scared around him.”

“How do you feel about that?”

“I want that too.

But wanting it doesn’t make it true.”

I thought of all the times I had taken a nice dinner or a fancy weekend getaway as proof that our problems were behind us.

We had been confusing a short break from the pain with real repair.