Nothing.

Ring after ring after ring, into a silence I did not yet understand the shape of.

I did not know, that night, that he was in Miami.

I did not know about the young woman, or the beach, or the biggest deal of his career.

I only knew that my husband’s mother was dying, and that I could not reach my husband, and that the two of us — the old woman and I — were once again, as we had been for three years, alone together in it.

I had gotten so used to being the only one who came that I had almost stopped noticing I was the only one who came.