The numbers on her monitors were falling, slowly, steadily, in the way that does not reverse.

I knelt beside the bed and took her cold, frail hand in both of mine — the hand I had held through three years of therapy sessions and frightened nights — and I wept.

“I couldn’t reach him,” I told her.

“I’m so sorry, Evelyn.

I called and called.

I couldn’t get him to come.