Three days earlier, Evelyn had collapsed in the hallway of our home in Evanston.

To understand what her death meant, and what my marriage was, you have to understand the three years that came before it.

Evelyn had suffered a severe stroke three years earlier, and in all that time, nearly the entirety of her care had fallen to me.

I managed her complicated regimen of medications.

I cooked the specialized soft meals her swallowing required.

I bathed her.