Julian.

If you are hearing these words, then you have most likely chosen to blame me, in order to protect yourself from the consequences of your own choices.

I know you well enough now to expect it.

So let me say, from where I am, what I could not make you hear while I lived.

I discovered, far too late, that you were using my private account to launder money from your corporate contracts.

When I confronted you, and begged you, on my knees, to stop — you screamed at me.