None of that frightened me in the same way as arranging my life around a reaction I could never control.

I looked at my left hand.

The platinum ring sat where it had always fit.

I put the silver chain in the drawer beside the wedding photograph and certificate, moved a wooden spoon that caught against the envelope, and closed the drawer properly.

It made an ordinary sound.

Adrian asked whether I wanted more coffee or something to eat.

“Something to eat.”

He looked toward the cupboard.

“The one recipe?”

“You can try a second.”

He laughed.

I stayed beside him in the kitchen, my hand resting openly on the counter.

This time, I wore the ring where everyone could see.