Not once, for the rest of the ceremony.

I looked at them for a moment, my parents, the two people who had spent my entire life teaching me that I was the family’s spare — the useful, invisible, sacrificial one, kept in reserve to fund the golden child’s emergencies and absorb the golden child’s cruelties and never, ever ask for a light of my own.

And I felt, looking at them shrinking into their good clothes, something I had not expected to feel.

Not triumph.

Not even anger.

Something quieter and more final than either.