The reply stayed in a locked desk drawer.

Every year she thought she might send it.

Every year the shame became heavier.

“You could still have sent it,” I said.

“I know.”

For the first time, she did not attempt to excuse her silence with her father’s temper.

That mattered, though it did not erase the harm.

“Before I let you near Harper,” I said, “I need you to understand one more thing.