The first picture is ugly in the honest way.

I kept it.

A clerk asked about the father’s information for the forms.

I gave Luca’s legal name because facts remain facts.

Under next of kin I wrote Arthur Sterling.

The clerk looked at me.

I did not explain.

By sunrise the room was blue and quiet.

Luca still had not called.

Wendy posted, I would later learn, a picture of candles and a caption about being blessed with a son who understood family.