I showered for the first time in days and watched dirty water run off a body that had done something enormous and been told to be less dramatic about it.

In the mirror I looked like a person who had been in a hospital and then in a fight conducted with documents.

I did not look ruined.

That mattered more than I expected.

At nine, Luca texted from a number I had not blocked yet.

You can’t keep my clothes.

You can’t keep my son.

Your father doesn’t scare me.

I screenshotted the message, forwarded it to Rachel, and blocked the number.

Fear had never been the point.