“Thinking is the first accurate thing you’ve done with it.”

I left before he could turn the sentence into a request.

Outside it was raining in the thin way that does not clean anything.

I buckled Leo into his seat and sat behind the wheel until my hands were steady.

Then I drove home to a house that no longer waited for a key in the door at the wrong hour.

Dad had left a container of soup in the refrigerator and a note in his sharp old handwriting.

You do not owe him a softer version of what happened.

I kept the note on the fridge for a week, then put it in Leo’s baby book, because some documents are not legal and still matter.

The second visit was harder only because Leo had begun to smile at faces, and Luca saw the smile and mistook it for a verdict.

In the waiting room afterward he said, “He knows me.”