I walked there with Leo and felt, occasionally, the old reflex to check whether Luca had texted an apology worth answering.

He had not.

The reflex faded.

Habits do that when they are not fed.

I sold the last of the dinnerware Wendy had given us as a wedding gift.

The set had always felt like a loan.

The money went into Leo’s small account, not because I needed the sum, but because I wanted those plates to become something that served him instead of staging her table in my cupboard.

Rachel called one evening to say the restitution figures had cleared.

“It is done on the money,” she said.

“The rest is just living.”