I cried in the parking lot from relief so plain it embarrassed me.

Dad, who had come along with a folded newspaper he did not read, handed me a tissue and said, “Good.

That means you are still in the room with him.”

I was.

That was the whole assignment now: stay in the room.

PART 6

Six months later the morning sun washed over the wide porch of my father’s coastal house in Greenwich.

A breeze moved through the hydrangeas and brought the faint smell of the water.

I sat in a wooden rocking chair and fed six-month-old Leo.

He had gone from the folded red stillness of a newborn to a boy who kicked and watched faces as if they were the first interesting puzzle in the world.