I used to use them to rehearse what I would say if Luca was late and Wendy was on speaker.

Now I used them to list what Leo might need at eleven.

The new list was heavier and cleaner.

Sometimes, at a red light, I still heard his voice.

Handle it yourself.

Stop being so dramatic.

The words had lost their authority.

They sounded like a man talking to a problem he intended to ignore until Monday.

Monday had come.

He had not liked what it held.