Six months after I hit that kitchen floor, I walked into the county courtroom with Mira held against my chest.

The room fell dead silent when I came through the doors.

I had thought about leaving her with a friend that day, and had decided against it, and I want to be honest that the decision was not entirely gentle.

I wanted them to see her.

I wanted the whole room to see the healthy, living child that Derek and Sylvia had been willing to risk in a boiling pot for a deed.

Derek sat beside his defense counsel in a tailored charcoal suit, clean-shaven and polished, wearing the faint expression of a man who found the whole proceeding beneath him.