“And I loved you,” I said.

“That is why I stayed as long as I did.” And I stepped into my waiting car, and closed the door, and did not roll down the window.

An hour later I stood inside the terminal at JFK and printed my own boarding pass at the kiosk, and I held it in my own two hands.

My passport was in my own bag.

My name was on my own luggage.

I did not depend on a single other person to walk me through that gate.