Beatrice was not enraged with me on that floor.

That was the horror of it.

She was managing a logistics problem, and I was the problem, and her composure was the composure of a competent person executing a competent plan.

Hot cruelty at least has the honesty of feeling; it wants something from you, even if only your suffering.

Cold cruelty wants nothing from you but your absence — your signature, your silence, your removal from the equation.

It does not hate you.