Evidence doesn’t work that way.”

On the bus home, I watched sunlight move across the seats and thought about the first night in the hospital.

I had been sure that everything I loved could be taken away by people with expensive lawyers and loud voices.

They still had resources.

They still had lawyers.

But I had learned that their confidence was not the same as a court order, that their accusations were not facts, and that asking for help was not surrendering my own voice.

I got off one stop early and walked the remaining distance.