The judge made clear that the sentence was based on the offense and the applicable law, not on either family’s reputation.

Martin stood with his lawyer and kept his eyes on the floor.

I waited for the satisfaction I had once imagined.

What I felt instead was relief that one part of the uncertainty had ended, mixed with sadness for the years I could never recover.

Outside, reporters were not waiting.

No crowd cheered.

My father took my bag, and we walked to the parking lot together.

“Are you disappointed?” he asked.