I rested my head against the porch post.

For so long, I had pictured justice as a door my father could kick open.

In reality, it had been a hallway we crossed one step at a time with nurses, social workers, investigators, lawyers, and witnesses who refused to turn away.

“Are you happy?” he asked.

I considered the question.

My marriage had ended.

Some nights were still hard.

Lily sometimes returned from visits quiet and needed space before she wanted to talk.