I did not understand how Martin could go on speaking about the moment as if I had not felt his hand.

The next custody review was longer than the emergency hearing.

Both sides presented documents, and the judge took care to separate disputed allegations from findings.

A guardian ad litem had been appointed to help the court understand Lily’s interests.

Her report described a child who missed her mother, felt confused by conflicting messages, and needed predictable, safe contact with both parents under the circumstances then known.

I hated hearing Lily’s private worries read into a record.