And standing there at last, hearing them, I felt — nothing.

No anger, no bitterness, no wish for revenge.

Only a deep, clean clarity.

“You don’t miss me, Eleanor,” I said gently.

“You miss my credit card.” She flinched as if I’d struck her, and sank back onto the bench.

I had imagined that moment for so long — the moment Eleanor would finally want me, would finally reach for me, would finally offer the acceptance I’d spent five years trying to buy — and in every version I’d imagined, it had felt like triumph, or vindication, or at least like the settling of a debt.

It felt like none of those things.