Jonathan, it turned out, could love — in his way — a poor administrative assistant.

What he could not do was respect her.

He loved Charlotte Davis the way you love a pet or a project, a lovable lesser thing, and the proof of it was that the instant she stood up straight and refused to be lesser, the love curdled into a raised hand in under a heartbeat.

I had built my entire test around love and never once thought to test for respect, and that was my error, and it nearly cost me my safety and did cost me two years.

Love, I learned, is a feeling, and feelings are cheap and unreliable and prove nothing.