There is a specific moment, when a conspiracy comes apart, when the people inside it stop being allies and become witnesses against each other, and I watched it happen at my own dining table in real time.

It is not a slow thing.

It is instantaneous, a phase change, like water flashing to ice.

One second they are a team with a shared story, and the next second the story is gone and there is only each self, scrambling, and every other member of the team is suddenly a liability to be blamed and abandoned.

Ofelia and Brenda had been partners in my destruction not an hour before — the wire had moved between them, the plan had been jointly authored — and now, exposed, they wheeled on each other with a speed that would have been comic if it were not so revealing.

Because it showed what had actually been holding them together, which was never loyalty or affection but only shared appetite.