You do not accidentally wire eighty thousand dollars to your mistress across half a year of monthly transfers.

You do not forget you have co-signed two hundred thousand dollars of someone’s gambling debt.

Every step of it had been chosen, and chosen again, and chosen again, while he sat across the breakfast table from me and let me believe we were still building something together.

That was not a mistake.

A mistake would have deserved my compassion.

This had earned only the courts.

I gave him the courts.