We also found out that the consulting firm had twelve employees.

I had known some of them for years, yet I had thought of their paychecks as Gavin’s concern alone.

Reading their names on a payroll summary made my responsibility feel real.

That evening, I wrote Gavin an email through counsel.

I asked for no explanations about Brenda and no sentimental reflections on our marriage.

I requested cooperation with the audit, a proposed timetable for leaving the house, and the return of my personal belongings.

When I pressed send, I felt no thrill of vengeance.