The road back was long, and I will not pretend it was not.

It took three surgeries and months of rehabilitation to teach my leg to hold me again, and there were days in that stretch when the physical pain was the least of it — when the harder work was the slow, unglamorous business of convincing my own nervous system that I was safe now, that a raised voice in the next room was only a television, that no one was coming.

That was the recovery no one warns you about — not the bone, which healed on a predictable schedule the way bones do, but the fear, which had no schedule at all.

For months after I was physically safe, my body did not believe it.