It was the voice of a man reading from a plan.

“She’ll be fine,” he said.

“Tomorrow we tell everyone she fell down the stairs.

After this she’ll have to quit her job and stay home.

Then we can finally control her.” I lay very still on the cold tile and understood, at last, exactly what was happening to me.

This was not rage.

Rage is hot and fast and over.

This was cold, and it had a schedule.