I planted a row of sunflowers along the fence where the tarp used to hang.

I thought I was doing it for Joanne, who used to keep yellow flowers in a jar over the stove.

Then Lucas told me she had hated sunflowers as a kid because the heads followed the light and made her feel watched.

“Marigolds were her favorite,” he said.

“So you’re saying I planted the wrong memorial?”

“I’m saying she’d have grumbled the whole time and then asked for a photo when they bloomed.”

We laughed.