“A boy and a girl,” she said, very softly.

I had to sit down in my car, one hand flat on my chest like I could hold the breath in.

“I need to see them.”

“They don’t know who you are, Elliot.”

That sentence went into me deeper than twins had. Twins was shock; this was grief with a shape.

Because she was right, and she was not being cruel, she was being accurate: to those two children I was no one.