A whole small childhood of days, each one gone, each one stolen quietly while I set up an apartment in another country and told myself I was healing.

I stood in that little living room and I was a father and a stranger to my own children in the same breath, and both of those were true, and neither one canceled the other.

Samantha set a folder on the coffee table and opened it.

Two certified birth certificates. Mateo Hartley. Ivy Hartley. Mother, Samantha Garcia.

Father, Elliot Hartley.

My name, on both of them, from the day they drew breath.