My Mother Screamed That I Had an Iceberg Where My Soul Should Be and Slammed the Door Hard Enough to Rattle the Photos — I Stood There Waiting for the Guilt That Always Came, and for the First Time in Thirty-Two Years, It Never Did
Six months later, the early sun came up over the water near the base and turned the whole bay to amber and rose, and I sat on a wooden bench along the waterfront path with a thermos of coffee beside me and my daughter in her stroller, babbling at a scatter of seagulls on the grass.
Iris was thriving — round-cheeked, bright-eyed, loud with delight, entirely free of the inheritance that had shadowed my own childhood.
I heard gravel crunch behind me and turned to see Reid coming down the path in his dress whites, home from deployment forty-eight hours, his face opening into the smile that had first taught me what it felt like to be simply glad-of.
He kissed the top of my head and scooped Iris up out of the stroller, and she shrieked with joy and grabbed at his brass buttons.