I have come to think of it as the part of a person that keeps telling the truth even while the rest of them is busy believing a lie.

Chapter 8 — I’m Not Coming Back

On Tuesday morning, at precisely ten o’clock, my mother called.

“Laura, stop throwing your ridiculous temper tantrum and bring the baby back home.”

I sat on the edge of the bed, watching Sophia build a wobbling tower out of plastic cups on the floor.

“I’m not coming back, Mom,” I said.

A heavy silence came over the line.

“What do you mean, you’re not coming back?” “Exactly what I said.” And her voice instantly hardened, dropping the wounded-mother register and reaching for the one that had controlled me my whole life: the threat.