In the meantime, Sophia and I moved out of Mrs.

Gable’s boarding house and into a small, modest one-bedroom apartment near her daycare.

It was not grand.

But it was ours, and no one else had a key, and no one could pour anything down our sink.

The very first night we moved in, Sophia ran back and forth across the small living-room rug, giggling with a pure, uncomplicated joy that undid me.

“Mommy,” she announced, “nobody else uses our bathroom here!” And I laughed, and wiped my eyes, and said, “That’s right, sweetie.