You can receive the apology without needing it to hold up your life.

PART 44 — THE CALL I NEVER MADE

I kept Camille’s phone records for a long time.

Eleven calls from Jason.

Zero from me.

Every time guilt returned, I looked.

Eventually, I stopped needing to.

The facts had moved from paper into belief.

I had not called her.

I had not sent her out.