“You were a really wonderful father to that little boy, Peter,” I told him, feeling a sharp stab of sorrow for the family we used to be.

Peter swallowed hard, a new rush of tears running down his cheeks as he carefully put the trophy back on its oak stand.

“Was I, Claire?

Was I, really?” he whispered, his voice breaking with deep grief.

“You still have the chance to be that father again, Peter, but you have to decide what kind of man you want to be when things get scary,” I told him gently.

He nodded slowly, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and went into our bedroom to pack his canvas duffel.