I had heard versions of those explanations too.

Robert had complained that looking after someone else’s affairs meant doing hours of work nobody appreciated.

I had sympathized.

I lived in Indianapolis.

He was closer.

Whenever he said he was helping, I felt guilty for not being there often enough to help myself.

That guilt had made me a willing audience.

At eight twenty the next morning, Eleanor put the statement beside my calculator and opened her household ledger.