Arthur hadn’t written that Richard was greedy.

He hadn’t accused Linda of cruelty.

He hadn’t demanded that I cut them off.

Instead, he’d identified something I struggled to admit.

I often felt responsible for making my parents love me.

When I lived with Arthur, I tried to be especially obedient whenever Richard visited.

I thought if I behaved well enough, he’d ask me to come home.

When Linda called, I never complained about being lonely.