But the frantic circles became smaller.

Less automatic.

One day I realized he had gone an entire dinner without doing it.

I did not point it out.

Recovery deserves privacy too.

PART 53 — THE FIRST TIME HE CHANGED IN A LOCKER ROOM

Two years later, Cameron came home from a meet.

Threw his bag on the kitchen floor.

“Coach says my locker smells.”

“Does it?”