Most months nothing arrived.

The balance grew on the statements my lawyer sent, but numbers on paper did not buy Liam shoes.

I took a morning position at a dental office and cleaned an insurance agency several evenings a week.

I learned which grocery stores discounted bread before closing and how to sew a patch onto jeans so it looked deliberate.

Liam learned how to heat soup and how to fold towels.

I hated that he needed to learn so much so young.