Explicitly.

He knew.

PART 10 — DAY TWENTY-SEVEN

Another note:

Patient reports spouse has not visited during admission. Offered patient-relations support. Patient declines formal complaint at this time.

At this time.

Interesting phrase.

Apparently even while sick, some part of me understood there was something worth complaining about.

I simply had not been ready.

PART 11 — SARAH

Sarah Bennett opened her office door and stared at me.

“Jesus, Clara.”