You taught me to be afraid inside my own home. What I want now is enough distance to stop organizing my life around whether you might appear again.

That was Clara.

Specific.

Grounded.

The judge imposed a substantial prison sentence followed by supervision and continued protective conditions.

Not thirty-five years without parole.

Not life.

The exact term mattered less to us than the no-contact order and the fact that Brenda would not simply walk back into our life.