I no longer needed to prosecute the night every time I remembered it.

The wedding dress took longer.

My mother stored it.

One afternoon, years later, I finally opened the garment bag.

The dress smelled faintly of dry-cleaning solvent.

I found the small hidden pocket sewn into the skirt.

Inside was the white handkerchief my mother had given me on the wedding morning.

My initials embroidered in pale blue thread.