Permission to Save Myself
“I keep thinking I’ll find the mistake.”
“There isn’t a mistake, Sam.”
“No,” I said. “That’s what’s wrong with it.”
Chapter 13 — Forty-One Dollars
The restitution order was for four million, three hundred eighty-one thousand, two hundred dollars.
I have the number memorized the way you memorize a phone number from childhood. Samuel and I sat in a room while a judge read it out, and I remember feeling something enormous, and I remember my father putting his hand flat on the table.
Logan Miller pays forty-one dollars a month.