Sylvia looked back at the two sleeping babies.

“Then what exactly are you asking me for right now?” she asked gently.

“I’m just asking for the chance to be a real father to Julian and Oliver,” I answered honestly.

“You’re already their father,” she pointed out gently.

“I mean being a father in the way that actually matters day to day,” I clarified softly.

A soft, emotional breath slipped from her lips.

“Then you can start by going over to that sink and washing your hands properly,” she instructed softly.