I had simply filed my wife under handled, the way I filed everything else, and gone back to the drawings.

When she finally left, I told everyone, including myself, that she’d chosen to go.

She hadn’t chosen anything.

I had made staying impossible one distracted evening at a time, and then congratulated myself on letting her go gracefully.

Chapter 5 — The Night I Tried to Forget

Standing there, I remembered a night I had spent six months refusing to remember.

It was a rainy Thursday in late February, about six weeks after Rosalie had moved out of our house and into a small downtown loft.