And I had not.

Somewhere between the morning she walked out of my life and the phone call I was holding in a glass conference room, an entire truth had gone missing between two people who had once known everything about each other.

I didn’t understand yet how a thing that size could simply vanish.

How a woman I’d shared a city and a hundred mutual friends with could carry a pregnancy to its dangerous end without one word of it ever reaching me.

It didn’t make sense, and I am a man who needs things to make sense.